Thought of the Day



Sunday, 22 February 2009

Pride, scrupulosity and sadness.

How does one accept the mercy of God?

How does one keep from becoming scrupulous?

If one lived in a constant state of mortal sin for many years, repented and confessed, and is presently hyper-aware of sin - is that scrupulosity or is it self preservation?

Could growing up with an absentee father make one less able to accept a merciful God?

I want to please God but I just don't know HOW. I want to give Him my best and be good, truly good but I fail. And fail. And fail. The harder I try the more I fail. I tried praying that morning prayer to consecrate my day to Him but every time I did that one bad thing after another would happen. It was easier to be loving and good when I wasn't trying so hard.

Blog buddies - surely someone out there can help me understand what I am doing wrong. Please help. I feel so sad.